Lost at sea

So I’m sure noone has checked up on this for awhile. I get it. I’m pretty bad at this whole blog thing. I got away from writing and really doing anything extra curricular because of football being such a hassle. well football is over and I think its about time to start blogging again. 

I’ve come to a point in my life where i’m getting anxious again. I graduate in May with my masters and I really don’t know what is next. I’m madly in Love with this girl. and I want nothing more than to just stay right here in town with her until she graduated from pharmacy school. however i know things can’t always be sunshine and roses. I have no clue whether there will be a job waiting for me at Georgia State when I am done. Sometimes I feel like there will be. other times not so much. Its funny how things work in cycles. in 2009 when i was graduating from Liberty with my Undergrad I had no clue where i would end up in grad school. and now here I am three years later wondering the same thing about my professional career. I guess I shouldn’t worry. God’s got everything under control right? I mean he’s been pretty freakin faithful about getting me where i need to be regardless of the situation. but the human,sinful,wanna do it myself part of me doesn’t think lightning can strike 2 or 3 times in the same place, aka me. God put me at LU, then he put me at GSU, I’m going to graduate just like i did from liberty. why can’t I just rest in the fact that God’s gonna take care of it? Thats a question i keep asking myself that I don’t know the answer to. 

Maybe its that I don’t spend enough time with him. maybe its that he’s trying to remind me that this whole thing is HIS plan and not mine. God doesn’t fit out lives into cookie cutters. and I’m glad he doesn’t. I just pray that I figure out his plan for me and see through all the junk life throws my way. 

With all that Said I pray that God does prove me wrong yet again and continue to teach me patience in finding out his will. I ask you to keep me in your prayers as i pray for you guys all the time. Pray i continually rely on my savior and run to him in my doubt, in my hard times, in my good times, and any time in between. I have a lot of life decisions coming up in the next year or so and I Pray i prepare myself for whats ahead by giving it all to my Jesus. 

We weren’t meant to go through life bearing its load alone. I’m so thankful for my savior. and I’m thankful for friends like you who regardless of how bad i am with keeping this thing up continue to read and pray for me. Thanks guys. 

 

Sincerely,

Me.

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